I'd love to be angry, or feel sorry for myself, but I think I might just be getting what I deserve. For a long time in the earlier years of my marriage I rejected my husband's sexual advances....sometimes. More than I should have probably. I blamed it on the exhaustion of raising children while holding down a full time job, or being angry with him for this or that. Doesn't really matter why, just that I did it.
Fast forward a few years, I turn 40, and my sex drive shifts into overdrive AND I discover a rough sex fantasy that I never knew existed. I now want sex pretty much every day of the week, and my husband is the one who turns me down. Not always mind you, but....sometimes. And it sucks. I feel rejected and sexually frustrated and pissed off. I would have said no a hell of a lot less if I had known how crappy it feels.
Fast forward a few years, I turn 40, and my sex drive shifts into overdrive AND I discover a rough sex fantasy that I never knew existed. I now want sex pretty much every day of the week, and my husband is the one who turns me down. Not always mind you, but....sometimes. And it sucks. I feel rejected and sexually frustrated and pissed off. I would have said no a hell of a lot less if I had known how crappy it feels.
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