Is my boyfriend is too good for me?

I've been with my current boyfriend for eight and a half months now, we were both each other's first sexual partner. He's the longest I've been with anyone, and I'm his first girlfriend EVER. He's been amazing the whole relationship. The first 4 month's he'd always come to my house with rose's and irn bru (my favorite fizzy drink) , shame I was never in. I told him to stop. I missed his birthday because of my blood phobia, I cut my foot on glass, reacting terribly to it. Christmas arrived two months into our relationship, he gave me a necklace a heart shaped pendant on it, with our names engraved into it. First bit of jewelry I've received from a boyfriend. For my birthday he gave a the most meaningful gift ever!. He's just been there for me through everything good or bad, helped me overcome my blood phobia (too a certain extent). Even though I'm always here for him and helped him through a lot of stuff, I feel like I'm letting him down all the time. Letting all these little things get to me, sometimes taking them out on him because it feels like it's his fault at the time when it's not at all. I do love him with every bit of me, never ever loved anyone like I love him. He really is my true love. But I constantly feel like I'm not good enough, letting him down. Any help on what to do?

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