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I don't think my husband wants kids. ...

This fathers day just passing had sort of opened my eyes again. My husband has 2 kids from a previous marriage 9 and 7. When we first started dating (6 yrs ago) he knew I wanted kids, I have none. I was pregnant with my first marriage but miscarried. We are going on 2 years being married, and he never talks about kids. It's like a very strange subject when it comes up so I try not to. But lately I have been thinking about previous spoken conversations and our life now, and I truly believe he doesn't want kids. He's always working, I'm taking care of his kids when they are over since the start. When I mention a friend/relative having a baby he gets this look and attitude like eehhhh. Hes 37 and I feel like his first wife got it out of him. He came from a very small family, and I from a big family. He has 1 sister and I have 4 siblings. I'm starting to feel like he's used up and im being used also. This past fathers day whe n his kids framed pictured of themselves as newborns with their dad smiling and laughing I feel resentful. Like, why doesn't he want that with me. I told him before we were engaged that I can't be with someone who doesn't want babies. But I think a lot of times itgoes in one ear and out the other like he thinks Im not true to my word bc its love and I wouldn't leave him for that. Or he simply just doesn't want anymore. I have been dreaming about my ex alot. ...to much for comfort. Don't know what to do.
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