| It was last November when I asked this fellow student out for a drink after our last workshop together ,and she said no. I felt so embarrased and guilty, and awkward after this that I quit the course we were both on and went and did another course in a different town. I subsequently took counselling and still hardly a day goes by without my thinking about her. Ive known many women in my life but never felt quite like this about any of them. It was a lovely warm day today and I was sitting by myself in the beer garden of a pub in the very well known seaside resort where I live. I would have given anything to have had her with me just to contine the conversation we.d started over coffee before the last workshop we went to together. Its crazy to have these feelings for someone Id hardly got to know at all but desperately wanted to. Does this mean anything? Or is it a stupid crush. I thought I would have got over her my now, Maybe I should t ry again? What do people think? |
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