Can I overcome my lack of respect & love my H again?

A lot has happened in the last two years of my 15 year marriage. Some of my other posts have spelled out the gory details. Right now H is pushing me. He knows I don't want to be here. He can sense I'm not in love with him right now. I can't spell it out for him because it would cut him to the core and cause our marriage permanent damage. I don't respect my H anymore. I'm trying so hard...can I ever find my way back from that?? Posted via Mobile Device

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