I have a bad habit of making really long forum posts when asking for advice so I'm going to try and narrow it down to key points. I just noticed it's still really long but all advice is truly appreciated. :)
I've been scared to ask advice about him in case he was ever to find out but I'm going to go for it anyway. I wrote him a letter which I gave him 2 and a half months ago. I don't remember everything I said but the key points were that I first noticed him because he looked like someone I had met during the summer and that I fell for his smile. I complimented him about that. I finished the letter off by saying I was sorry that I always stare at him and that I'd stop as I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable. After I sent him the letter he seemed to avoid me. He would come out of class and just rush off whereas he used to stick around for a while. Then we had half term and after we came back I was waiting for class and I noticed him looking at me. After that I started to look at him all the time again. The other week I was with my friend outside of college and I saw him walking past where we met eyes for a few seconds then I looked away(well eyed him up then looked away) I looked away for a good 25 seconds and when I looked back he was still looking and then decided to carry on walking. This week I had a meeting with the counsellor where I had to leave class early and when I had finished with the counsellor he saw me on my own(probably the first time he has saw me on my own in a very long time) and he decided to tell me that he's in our class again this week. Which was weird because he never ever speaks to me. I was just like 'okay.' Then he went on to say 'thanks for the note by the way I really appreciated it' which was even weirder. It's been months since I gave it him and what does he appreciate about it? I was embarrassed and just said 'okay' (I am shy and had serious butterflies at the time) I then went on to ask him for the time as I knew I was late for my next lesson, he didn't answer for a few seconds and I could do was eye him up. >< He then went on to say 'now?' and I said 'yes... obviously' then he finally told me and what lesson I was meant to be in. When he was in our class I noticed that every time I had to look round to face the tutor which was also in the same direction of where he was sat he would turn his back to me to talk to the girls behind him. I'm seriously confused now. I really like him and it's actually hurting now. | |||
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Controlling ex or 3 problems in 1
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