time to fly

one lonely sad day in December, I stumbled upon this website. My heart was truly broken. The love of my life wanted a divorce and I couldn't do anything about it. Truth is, I had faults but I was determined to fix them. I promised her I would change because I loved her so. (never cheated or hit her etc but more helpful, productive, motivated etc). she said she wouldn't believe me. This shattered my heart because I opened my heart and I knew I was not valued and also because I was losing a beautiful woman. I was so sad but even then I knew my promise was good. It's hard to visit my mother at the cemetery because my ex mother in law is buried literally 5 feet away and i loved her so much as well. two years have past and luckily I have not seen my ex as I still need more time to grow. I know my love for her was true and may never end. It's weird in a way knowing that I can date now cause im single but at the same time knowing that somewhere there's a woman that i promised to be her partner for life. I would have done anything for her and now i'm doing things for me one day at a time. for anyone who had no choice in the divorce and is forced to move on, i dedicate this song to you. and things get better it just takes time Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see All your life You were only waiting for this moment to be free Blackbird fly, blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night Blackbird fly, blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise You were only waiting for this moment to arise :rolleyes: BEATLES - BLACKBIRD LYRICS

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