| Anon or delete for the usual reasons. I'm coming towards the end of a first year on a 4 year course. I'm came to University late and have always regretted it because now everyone I care about is finishing up and moving into the real world in different places. My now ex-girlfriend is finishing her 4th year masters degree this June. The entirety of this year our scenario has been on both of our minds because she's been unsure about what she wants to do when shes graduates and I've still got 3 years to go. We spoke yesterday and she finally made the decision to end it because she wants to travel and work for atleast one year and probably longer before settling down which I completely agree she should do. But, I'm absolutely ruined. I've lost my best friend. I did a first year at Uni when I was 18 and left due not knowing where my life was going. I always despise myself for leaving because I could be in the same situation as her now and we wouldn't have these problems. What makes matters worse is, I've had a hard time fitting with people this year due to how much I don't want to be at University, so i'm on my own now. I'm only here because I've seen how crappy full-time work is without a degree. I guess I'm just extremely jealous of the position my ex is in and I can't stand the idea of living my life this way for 3 more years to get to it. Any one experienced something similar ? I'm not planning to drop out but i'm just so unhappy with my life stage at the moment and feel like i'm going to be in this pain for the next few years. The "uni experience" doesn't interest me - I did it all the last time I was here. I'd appreciate any sort of advice. | |||
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