need some advice

Hi guys! Im a newbie here and I hope I get this right. I've been thinking of joining a Marriage Forum for quite sometime and I had visited several sites, but I think this is the right one for me. :) I have been married for 8 years now, and have 3 wonderful kids. Eldest are both 7, and youngest is 5. I can say that my husband is such a fine man, very loving and sweet. He would always follow what I say or what I ask of him. He's a good father to the children ad a good provider. Always wants the best for us. And I think I am lucky enough coz everyday he would tell me he loves me and he would never find any other woman. And we fully trust each other. The problem I have is all about me. Sadly, I have not treated him well. I love him so much to the point where I get jelous of his friends. He rarely go out and have a drink with his friends but still I don't allow him to go. So all the time he would only drink at home with his best buddy. When he invites some other guys (which again he rarely do) I get mad. And I always put a curfew. When he is at work, I dont really mind coz I know he doesnt do anything except work and work. But when he is home I only want him to stay at home and be with us. When he goes out to go to our neighbor and he doesnt come home an hour after, I would go and fetch him. And when he do things I do not like I nag at him. When he would ask me that we go to his family's place I always have reasons not to. And when he goes there alone I would tell him to go home before evening. I know I hurt him most of the time, he would say he doesnt want to argue with me thats why he doesnt complain. I feel like a jerk and good for nothing wife. I want to end my selfishness but I don't know where to start. Please guys, any advice is much appreciated. Thank you.

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