| For me, I find now whenever we have an argument/fight/or just kind of an off day is I will often wonder if he is thinking about his OW and about how their contact was so fun/flirtatious/baggage free and if he is thinking about that. I can't compete with that.....that new exciting thing that happens when you meet someone and there is an attraction. We have been together for 25 years now...it is not the same. Prior to this whole cheating mess I never thought about that at all....and I think it kind of makes me act even more *****y at those times because all I can think of is him thinking about that and so it becomes a vicious cycle. It definently plays with your head... I have to admit a year after DD#2 I am wondering if there is now way too much baggage for me to ever get past what he did...:( I wonder if I am staying for the wrong reasons..... | |||
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