Im bitter that my quality of life has been affected

I am approaching my late 20s. 27 now. And I have spent a huge chunk of my twenties being operated on. I have undergone orthodontic treatment, where they effectively reset my crooked jaw and now will undergo effectively a nose job and a chin operation next month. This is all due to medical reasons and not purely because of aesthetic reasons. I suffer from breathing difficulties and my chin is recessed. My quality of life has severely been affected. Firstly, due to effectively being "unattractive" (I find that my dating life is near to nothing, tonnes of rejections) and secondly due to the depression that has stemmed from this. I feel extremely bitter that most 20 somethings are living their life; have successful dating lives, rather then facing the prospect and uncertainly that comes with waiting for the operations to happen, and the changes that may come from it. Through my experiences too, I have also seen how shallow people can be. My career is also being affected; I am unable to apply to other jobs because of the recovery time between the ops, in the last 6 months I am now approaching my second op, with the recovery time is 3 months after each op. I am trying to be positive, but I feel extremely frustrated. I feel like I am so held back. The worse thing is, people give me a hard time over my looks, career etc that I am now bitter. I dont know what to do, 1 month left till my next op. But don't have the motivation to live my life, rather I spend most of my free time in bed, depressed. Thanks

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