I dont think my boyfriend likes me as much as his ons/casual girlfriends

Ive been with my boyfriend for nearly 2 years and I think hes bored of me. I never think he's actually been that interested in me, atleast not once we got together and the chase was up if that makes sense. We didnt sleep together till after about 3/4 months and he was my first. Before that I suppose he had something to 'chase' for but now he doesnt really seemed fussed. He has had 10 ons and a fair few casual sex with friends/ girls on holidays. He tells me how exciting these girls were, what they did how exciting it was. He blabbers on about how good it was etc etc but with me hes never excited at all, he never says it was amazing or good he doesnt ever comment on it just occasionally if i ask say it was nice. Fair enough maybe im just **** in bed , but i try my bloody hardest. Ive brought sexy outfits, stockings, suspenders nice underwear ive tried to initiate try new things with him go completly out of my comfort zone yet nothing seems good enough to make him comment on it. I said that he never ever really buys me underwear or things like other boyfriends do, yet he always goes on about how he buys his ex's sexy uunderwear or things like that. He seemed to be more passionate enjoy one night stands more than he does being in a realtionship with me, i dont know if its just becuase hes use to me now but im never going to live up to the thrill of taking a stranger home and i just feel frumpy ugly and unsexy. I really feel like hes repulsed by me and i dont know what to do

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