I met a guy online a few months ago.. We got along great and I was looking forward to meeting him especially after a very difficult few months - my cousin went missing in October, completely out of character & myself and the rest of the family were very close to him. I didn't tell this guy about my cousin as I didn't want any sympathy and I found that he helped take my mind off things. Unfortunately within weeks of speaking to him my cousin's body was found & since then life has gone downhill. I have been bogged down trying to catch up with assignments, and I have been comfort eating and drinking on my own a lot which has caused me to put on weight. My confidence is at rock bottom and now I'm afraid to meet him, but then I also don't want him to have to wait too long & get fed up and find someone else - we've been talking for quite a few months already so I don't want to seem like I'm a waste of time as I actually really like him. He has been really supportive and I've tried to meet him but then I always give a lame excuse and feel really bad afterwards. I give off the impression that I'm busy with uni but I don't want to tell him that I've put on weight and my self esteem is deteriorating as a result. What do I do?!
Put the internet to work for you.
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