Hi,
I have recently split from my boyfriend and know this is going to be very difficult. Its going to be hard because I still love him and know he will try everything to get a reaction out of me.
We broke up for many reasons and have been rocky for a while. As much as I care and love him, mentally I know he isn't good for me and I shouldn't be with him. He tells me one thing and then 'changes his mind' or does the opposite to what he says, he accuses me of cheating because I have platonic male friends, he says and does horrible things if he is upset with me. When we broke up before he told me i was fat in some of my pictures, that he has saved money not being with me and that he would meet his ex. Then expect me to forgive him as he didn't mean it and said it to hurt me because I hurt him. he annoys me so much at times I have had to block him and then he threatens to join dating sites and meet up with other girls and say this is my fault. He tells me things like his ex has messaged him (this was while we were sort of broken up but he was still telling me he wanted to be with me etc) but deletes the conversation and says If i contact her he will never talk to me agai n... dodgy as anything!
He also tells me I am controlling and childish and play games with him.. he is constantly messing with my head. I just can't deal with it any more. He is very clever and I have realised I have become very weak and let him think I deserve and caused these things. He tells me I twist everything to make him look worse than it is.. Then I get confused and start to doubt myself.
I have tried blocking him everywhere but I can't stop him leaving me voice messages. The other day he told me he loves me and wants to be with me and he is sorry. I ignored it and the next day he left me a message telling me I have turned everything on him and that I caused things and how I never loved him. I know he is going to make it very difficult for me not to have contact with him.
Anyone got any advice on how to deal with it if he continues to not leave me alone? And advice in general :-(
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