Well, yea we were in a relationship.
He left me now but says he does love me still but, am confused.
He is my cousin..Cousin couple..
Well, alright he said as we are cousins it's not good for babies and so he married another girl who he was in relationship again with a girl at his uni. Me and him are long distance relationship.
In his email, he used to speak as if he avoids me when I tried to express my love but not clear cut as i was just close in explaining him y feelings.
He didn't write Love below any emails when he was sending emails to avoid me but, I understand he is really through his heart willing to avoid me cos he does love me and wants to make me feel less sad that i cannot bare to see him with someone else.:no:
He wrote love at the end of the letter, after i expressed all my sadness to him after he emailed me which hurt me so on. He clearly understood that he hurt me and typed love.
When I said there, i feel sad and so i am going to leave he said me not to leave. He emailed me after a month when there was another family problem between both of us. i didn't answer any relations calls but, i emailed him saying i can't answer to others as it would disrupt my studies. He understood and emailed me after a month! Till then I thought he said everything to everyone.:sad:
But he emailed saying me not to worry and so on..i became upset due to his delayed response and never thought he would email. after a month he sent i opened my email and sent a reply- thanks loads..
but, after that i didn't talk and he never emailed me after..i emailed him again wanting to talk to him again but, he never talked to me later..In his last email he signed the end of the letter with Lots of Love
What made me wonder is he wrote Love before and finally Lots of Love..Is he trying to express his love to me or all just to console me?
Though as cousins i am Hindu so we do cousin marriage..it's accepted by our culture..but as he grew up in U.K he follows british saying- Cousin shouldn't marry when even the british law state Hindu Cousins can marry
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