I am 17 years old and I have never had a relationship with my dad. I have 3 sisters including my dads oldest daughter (half sister). Throughout my life, my mum and dad have been on and off. More off than on. I remember visiting him at his house when I was very young, then he moved in with us. He has never payed my mum rent, never helped her out financially and my mum is unemployed. He just lives off my mum like a parasite and they are not even together and haven't been for about 8 years; yet he is STILL here. It makes me so angry. He has done a lor of bad things in the past. He used to hit me, he has called me names my whole life every single day! He threatens me whenever we have an argument (he gets in my face raises his fist at me, pushes me into walls and says he will 'end me') and he has NEVER said he loves me or done anything for me my whole life. He never took me anywhere he doesn't even know what A-Levels I am studying. He makes me feel worthless a nd he doesn't care, because he never says sorry. This sounds like such a mess. Its like he is a sociopath and it makes me sick that he doesn't care at all. He says he lives with us because he wants to me close to his daughters, but I know he only lives here because he has a free life! Doesn't pay for rent, gas, electric, food, water, clothes for his kids. I don't know what to say or do. I have also self harmed because of some of the things he has said. He makes me feel so small and like everything is my fault. Is this emotional abuse or am I over reacting again? as usual.
Thankyou <3
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