I'll try to be brief. Been married for 19 years, together for 26. My husband has BipolarII Disorder, but is pretty controlled now. We've been through hell and back with his illness. I love him dearly, but I'm not "in love" with him anymore. We have sex maybe 5x a year. We don't really talk much anymore. We've grown apart so much that we don't seem to enjoy much of the same things anymore. I love to socialize and travel, he's somewhat of a social phobic. He doesn't make much money with his work, because he can't hold down a real job. We have no children because of his disorder (our choice), but now I regret it. I wish I had a family and a man who adores me. I'm generally a cheerful person and people say they like to be around me. I'm lost.
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