Hello friends,
I have a question about what is going on in the head of the 25 year old I just had sex night before last. So, here is the situation. I am living with my brother while my house is being built. I'm 45, single and make very good money, both kids are out of the house and in college, and I am attractive by most standards. I am not out dating or sleeping around. In fact, it's been over a year since I even had sex!
My brother has opened his house up to b & b quests and we have had one guest living here since May - he's a traveling nurse. 2 nights ago he was standing in my room chatting about something with me and things took a turn for the intense as he looked at me in the eyes and said, "I want to kiss you". He then tells me he's been attracted to me since the day he met me , etc. I was surprised he acted on this but there was some sexual tension between us over the course of several months. However, I never even said anything provocative or sexy to him during this time. I wasn't putting out the vibe in other words that I would be open to any advances so he was taking a risk with this
He then came in for the kiss and we made out and it went further - I tried to stop it because he is 25 years younger and I don't want things to be weird for the rest of the time he is here till November. We then had insane and hot sex for about 3 hours. I sent him back to his room and we slept in separate rooms. We agreed not to tell anyone and we kissed alot after before he left. I thought it about the next day and decided oh well, we are both adults, both single - no big deal.
However , yesterday he was acting strange - like it never happened. I actually thought we would make out or be all over each other last night. He said everything is perfect - that it was "mind Blowing".. after I texted him just to make sure he knew that nothing changed - we are still friends and I want him to be comfortable in the house. Although, he is the one who took the risk and stepped over that line 2 nights ago. I went willingly though.
So this morning... I took the chance and went into his room. I put my hand on his arm and rubbed his head and whispered his name to wake him up. I really wanted to get into bed with him for a bit - a morning sex jaunt. He didn't move and I left the room thinking he was faking sleep and just didn't want to wake up. I honestly felt like an idiot and realized that I was probably just rejected.
Im like, oh my god.. he is disgusted by my unshaved vagina and is faking sleep!?? He caught me by surprise that night and I wasn't exactly clean shaven and prepped for sex. I could have pushed him away and said NOOO... I haven't shaved but instead I just went for it - uninhibited, free flowing sex.
I don't know.. now I am doubting myself and wishing I had stuck by guns when I initially said no, we can't do this. (have sex that is)
what do you think is going on in his head and how shall I proceed? My thoughts are that I will just proceed as though nothing ever happened. Yesterday I felt pretty proud of myself for landing a 25 year old hottie, today I feel a bit rejected! I have no intention of wanting a relationship with this guy. He IS too young for that.
My question is really what may be going on in his head? If it is just about sex why do I feel like he may be avoiding me now? BTW - my lady parts are sweet and clean.. I wasn't cavewoman down there - just not baby bare. Ugh... I can't believe I am even typing this...
Thanks for any input.
I have a question about what is going on in the head of the 25 year old I just had sex night before last. So, here is the situation. I am living with my brother while my house is being built. I'm 45, single and make very good money, both kids are out of the house and in college, and I am attractive by most standards. I am not out dating or sleeping around. In fact, it's been over a year since I even had sex!
My brother has opened his house up to b & b quests and we have had one guest living here since May - he's a traveling nurse. 2 nights ago he was standing in my room chatting about something with me and things took a turn for the intense as he looked at me in the eyes and said, "I want to kiss you". He then tells me he's been attracted to me since the day he met me , etc. I was surprised he acted on this but there was some sexual tension between us over the course of several months. However, I never even said anything provocative or sexy to him during this time. I wasn't putting out the vibe in other words that I would be open to any advances so he was taking a risk with this
He then came in for the kiss and we made out and it went further - I tried to stop it because he is 25 years younger and I don't want things to be weird for the rest of the time he is here till November. We then had insane and hot sex for about 3 hours. I sent him back to his room and we slept in separate rooms. We agreed not to tell anyone and we kissed alot after before he left. I thought it about the next day and decided oh well, we are both adults, both single - no big deal.
However , yesterday he was acting strange - like it never happened. I actually thought we would make out or be all over each other last night. He said everything is perfect - that it was "mind Blowing".. after I texted him just to make sure he knew that nothing changed - we are still friends and I want him to be comfortable in the house. Although, he is the one who took the risk and stepped over that line 2 nights ago. I went willingly though.
So this morning... I took the chance and went into his room. I put my hand on his arm and rubbed his head and whispered his name to wake him up. I really wanted to get into bed with him for a bit - a morning sex jaunt. He didn't move and I left the room thinking he was faking sleep and just didn't want to wake up. I honestly felt like an idiot and realized that I was probably just rejected.
Im like, oh my god.. he is disgusted by my unshaved vagina and is faking sleep!?? He caught me by surprise that night and I wasn't exactly clean shaven and prepped for sex. I could have pushed him away and said NOOO... I haven't shaved but instead I just went for it - uninhibited, free flowing sex.
I don't know.. now I am doubting myself and wishing I had stuck by guns when I initially said no, we can't do this. (have sex that is)
what do you think is going on in his head and how shall I proceed? My thoughts are that I will just proceed as though nothing ever happened. Yesterday I felt pretty proud of myself for landing a 25 year old hottie, today I feel a bit rejected! I have no intention of wanting a relationship with this guy. He IS too young for that.
My question is really what may be going on in his head? If it is just about sex why do I feel like he may be avoiding me now? BTW - my lady parts are sweet and clean.. I wasn't cavewoman down there - just not baby bare. Ugh... I can't believe I am even typing this...
Thanks for any input.
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