A video of me masturbating existed. And somehow, it seems that everyone in my university has seen it. It was first put on a facebook page, but has since been taken down. I think it is spreading so much because I am quite a large girl, and so there is a freak factor/humour factor that goes along with it. SO there is no chance of me turning this around and becoming some world known porn star.
I have moved back home for now, but I am going to have to go back for exams and for my last 2 years. I am humiliated, and feel beyond embarrassed. Words cannot describe how I feel. I don't want to get police involved (not even sure if you could do that). But I feel if I do anything it may get worse. I have told my mum, and she is helping me, but I can tell she is a little ashamed, and thinks I am getting what I deserve.
When will this die down? It first was exposed on the 10th of May, and is still going around now. I have deactivated facebook, twitter, everything I can think of.
Put the internet to work for you.
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