This is the worst thing ever. I'm a girl, I think I really like one of my best friends (guy). We're both 20. I can't envisage myself in a relationship with him... or I can but I just wouldn't want to even ever come close to risking our friendship.. however I feel like this is damaging our friendship because I am starting to get nervous and a bit tongue tied and not my normal self and I care about how I look now and it's just the worst because I feel myself drifting away from one of my closest friends for something so so stupid. I know he wouldn't feel the same, if he did he'd say something or act flirty, but I am really not his type and he always comments on other girls who are fit whatever. I KNOW he doesn't look at me this way which is why I hate this situation.
I get paranoid he knows and is or will keep me at a distance or push me away. I don't know what to do. I cannot tell him. I just want to go back to before where he was just my stupid friend who I looked upon in a sisterly way. I saw him last week and I just can't be funny or anything like normal.
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