My ex broke up with me a little while ago. It was completely out of the blue and he was super horrible about it, called me names, then blocked me without explanation. At the time, I had more important things to worry about (My mother had severe depression.) so I didn't bother speaking to him about it for a week, as I was busy with her. After a week or so, I asked him what I had done and he didn't reply. He ignored me completely. Then, a couple days later I asked again and he told me he didn't love me, and that I was horrible, and that he never wanted to speak to me ever again etc etc.
im just so upset by this. Does this mean he never loved me? We were together for 2 years? He got over me SO fast. He had made a TON of new female friends, and flirts with them LOADS, and is constantly brown nosing them all. He is always so nice to them, and so happy, without me.
Dont get me wrong, I don't want him back. It was a bad, unhealthy relationship, and he was abusive. And I know that I should count my lucky stars that he left me. But he could still be very very sweet and make me feel like the most perfect girl in the Universe and all that cute bullsh*t.
anyway, what I'm failing to understand is how he fell out of love with me, and got over me SO DAMN QUICK, and how he is evidently fine without me. I thought we would be together forever. Ugh.
And how do I become like that? xD
he consumes all my thoughts all the time and I'm sick of it. How do I stop?
(FYI its been 3 weeks since we've broken up now. he was my first boyfriend, and everything else :$, and I am 18 yrs old. He is 19)
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