I cheated and we are going on 3 years of reconciliation.
I know its hard work and I do everything that is asked of me and then some.
I love my husband, Im just worn out of being poked at.
Our marriage wasn't in a good place when I cheated we were is a sexless marriage and I had a ONS.
No excuses, I did a horrid thing.
He said he forgives me but I feel like he uses me to be his verbal punching bag.
I want to work on us but how can I, if everything I do is wrong? It doesn't matter what it is.
If he doesn't like how Im folding the laundry he turns the conversation into me being a cheating *****.
When he is done being angry with me a couple of days later he tells me I should call him on his behavior.
There is no way I would be able to call him on it, he becomes volatile when mad and Im not about to poke the bear.
He will call me at work and yell at me and I have to sit there and be yelled at as I have desks all around me.
I told him that maybe he needs to get away from me as I truly make him unhappy and I get the, "Why do you say that speech"?
When is it past working on, I have been warned at work that Im crying to much, I have nothing left to give to him and I know he is just unhappy.
I know its hard work and I do everything that is asked of me and then some.
I love my husband, Im just worn out of being poked at.
Our marriage wasn't in a good place when I cheated we were is a sexless marriage and I had a ONS.
No excuses, I did a horrid thing.
He said he forgives me but I feel like he uses me to be his verbal punching bag.
I want to work on us but how can I, if everything I do is wrong? It doesn't matter what it is.
If he doesn't like how Im folding the laundry he turns the conversation into me being a cheating *****.
When he is done being angry with me a couple of days later he tells me I should call him on his behavior.
There is no way I would be able to call him on it, he becomes volatile when mad and Im not about to poke the bear.
He will call me at work and yell at me and I have to sit there and be yelled at as I have desks all around me.
I told him that maybe he needs to get away from me as I truly make him unhappy and I get the, "Why do you say that speech"?
When is it past working on, I have been warned at work that Im crying to much, I have nothing left to give to him and I know he is just unhappy.
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