Ironically 3 years ago today, I kicked my cheating spouse out after hearing and seeing the last lie. The final straw. The day I decided it was worth living alone with my child rather than feeling second best while he lied and hooked up with woman on the side.
Today is our final judgement. I doubt if he will show.
The infidelity was by far the worst thing I have ever had to survive. The stress, the hurt, the pain, the denial and the anger took on a life of its own. I am happy to say I have survived, flourished and am moving forward.
Today is bittersweet since the 18 yr marriage is ending however in reality it ended years ago when he had his first affair. Something died the day it was discovered. Counseling helped, but a leopard does not change his spots.
As much as this man has hurt me, caused my entire life to flip and turned into a disappointing father - I will always have a love him. I will always have a sad reaction to my marriage ending and I will always look at him with a little bit of pity for the dumb decisions that he has made in his life.
Today Divorce...
Tomorrow, heading to Myrtle Beach, SC for a well deserved, much need vacation with some old friends.
Forward..... :):)
Today is our final judgement. I doubt if he will show.
The infidelity was by far the worst thing I have ever had to survive. The stress, the hurt, the pain, the denial and the anger took on a life of its own. I am happy to say I have survived, flourished and am moving forward.
Today is bittersweet since the 18 yr marriage is ending however in reality it ended years ago when he had his first affair. Something died the day it was discovered. Counseling helped, but a leopard does not change his spots.
As much as this man has hurt me, caused my entire life to flip and turned into a disappointing father - I will always have a love him. I will always have a sad reaction to my marriage ending and I will always look at him with a little bit of pity for the dumb decisions that he has made in his life.
Today Divorce...
Tomorrow, heading to Myrtle Beach, SC for a well deserved, much need vacation with some old friends.
Forward..... :):)
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