I've been with my boyfriend nearly a year now. He's my first sexual partner and I don't doubt that I love him to bits. But here's the catch...
I keep thinking about this other guy from uni, I would never leave my boyfriend for him or cheat but I feel so guilty because I keep thinking about him!
It all started when we were playing a drinking game which I ended up having to tell people my first impressions of them. I told him that I had thought he was good looking (never said that I would date him now or anything like that and made it as casual as possible) and he was very very happy about it.
He hasn't made any kind of move on me and has been a great support when there are problems between me and my bf, telling me things like 'oh it'll all work out you guys are great' and stuff like that when I might complain.
But ever since his reaction towards me finding him attractive it's like somebody flipped a switch. Obviously I liked him a bit before but I could ignore it. I think it's come at a bad time because I've hit a rough patch with the bf.
Is this one of those 'grass is greener' feelings where because I'm upset in my relationship a bit right now I am thinking about other people because I think it'll be better?
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