I have been married for 35 years. I do love my husband. Still married but separated for about a year and a half. My husband said he didn't want to be married anymore - to anyone. Doesn't want to answer to anyone. Went out and bought a truck and a motorcycle - wants to be single - so he says but I know he's talking and seeing a few women.
I am having the hardest time understanding how someone can be together for 35 years and then suddenly be out of your life like you never existed. Well and that's not 100% true because he wants to keep a friendship - says we have too many years together (and three kids - all grown) and says that we'll be in each other's lives forever to some degree. I'm afraid to push him away by saying "forget it." But my anger and hurt are consuming me and I don't know how to step out of it. Any advice?
I tried therapy but it was soooo expensive I couldn't afford it. I need to talk to someone who understands that "feeling like they are nothing" feeling. I feel like nobody without him. I feel like nobody because he makes me feel like nobody.
I am having the hardest time understanding how someone can be together for 35 years and then suddenly be out of your life like you never existed. Well and that's not 100% true because he wants to keep a friendship - says we have too many years together (and three kids - all grown) and says that we'll be in each other's lives forever to some degree. I'm afraid to push him away by saying "forget it." But my anger and hurt are consuming me and I don't know how to step out of it. Any advice?
I tried therapy but it was soooo expensive I couldn't afford it. I need to talk to someone who understands that "feeling like they are nothing" feeling. I feel like nobody without him. I feel like nobody because he makes me feel like nobody.
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