We went to the Casino for the weekend. I bought a nightie hoping to get lucky since the last time we were both sick. (Btw we've only been married 4 months and this was the second time we went somewhere together-no honeymoon). He usually is the one that actually initiates sex because I have tried before and gotten turned down.
Back to the nightie...debated about putting it on because I didn't want to seem like I was begging but did it anyway. Stupid! He seemed to like it and made comments and played with the g-string. Then watched a movie and fell asleep. How am I supposed to feel and how do I even say anything? I am older than him and now I am really doubting how he feels about me. I feel I am totally undesirable to him. I am so hurt. What do I do? I am to the point I don't even want to have sex because what is he thinking....is he pitying me? He says he is not that interested in sex but his body tells me different. Not that it did last night.
Any advice?:confused:
Back to the nightie...debated about putting it on because I didn't want to seem like I was begging but did it anyway. Stupid! He seemed to like it and made comments and played with the g-string. Then watched a movie and fell asleep. How am I supposed to feel and how do I even say anything? I am older than him and now I am really doubting how he feels about me. I feel I am totally undesirable to him. I am so hurt. What do I do? I am to the point I don't even want to have sex because what is he thinking....is he pitying me? He says he is not that interested in sex but his body tells me different. Not that it did last night.
Any advice?:confused:
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