We recently had a family holiday in Spain just last month and it was me and my 7 other cousins with parents so in total about 15 of us went to Spain. My friends dad owns a villa up there and lent it us for the 2 weeks it can hold up to 20 people so My uncle asked my brother and cousins (they have the same set of friends) if they wanted to bring anyone else along and they only invited 2 friends of theirs. (at this point I had seen this friend but had never really bothered or cared about him lol) we got to the villa all went separate ways. Girls over one side, lads over the other.
But it wasn't until the 3rd day of the holiday did I start thinking about him (not sexually!!! Nor was it in a sort of "I fancy him" kind of way) I don't know I just wanted him to notice me, he does speak to me but only moderate (fair enough) along the days he got unwell (food poisoning and stayed at home for a couple of nights) we started going out and I would secretly hoped he tagged along. When I found out he wasn't going I would feel rather disappointed and when he eventually did I was so happy. I was attention seeking but ever so in a sly not making it obvious sort of way. And in some minor cases it worked but majority of the time it didn't
even after the holiday finished we had a little birthday party for my cousin and he was there too I got ever so happy and he said that I looked nice and all me and my cousins took a group photo and he and I were In there (standing on opposite sides) I uploaded that picture everywhere just because he was in there. He isn't my friend on Instragram because it's a bit awkward with my cousins but he uploaded that picture (I think) and it's given me a sense of joy
MY told my friend about this situation and she asked me if I fancied him. But I have not sort of attraction to him. He isn't really cool or overly good looking. It's not an attention thing cos he rarely ever notices me and I think out of respect for family nothing would happen. He's older than me and is in his prime to be going out and having fun with girls and drinking (I'm imagining)
i don't kno what's wrong with me (I tried my hardest to make it obvious in my family that I like him I act normal) but in my mind I'm so confused....
Whats wrong with me? He isn't my type of guy i usually go for :S
But it wasn't until the 3rd day of the holiday did I start thinking about him (not sexually!!! Nor was it in a sort of "I fancy him" kind of way) I don't know I just wanted him to notice me, he does speak to me but only moderate (fair enough) along the days he got unwell (food poisoning and stayed at home for a couple of nights) we started going out and I would secretly hoped he tagged along. When I found out he wasn't going I would feel rather disappointed and when he eventually did I was so happy. I was attention seeking but ever so in a sly not making it obvious sort of way. And in some minor cases it worked but majority of the time it didn't
even after the holiday finished we had a little birthday party for my cousin and he was there too I got ever so happy and he said that I looked nice and all me and my cousins took a group photo and he and I were In there (standing on opposite sides) I uploaded that picture everywhere just because he was in there. He isn't my friend on Instragram because it's a bit awkward with my cousins but he uploaded that picture (I think) and it's given me a sense of joy
MY told my friend about this situation and she asked me if I fancied him. But I have not sort of attraction to him. He isn't really cool or overly good looking. It's not an attention thing cos he rarely ever notices me and I think out of respect for family nothing would happen. He's older than me and is in his prime to be going out and having fun with girls and drinking (I'm imagining)
i don't kno what's wrong with me (I tried my hardest to make it obvious in my family that I like him I act normal) but in my mind I'm so confused....
Whats wrong with me? He isn't my type of guy i usually go for :S
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