| backstory: Girl likes older guy at work, (girl being me, 18 and guy is 25) After flirting for ages (months) we kissed. And I made a thread about this and I didn't really include the full details. We kissed, at work, in the back of the shop, on 4 separate occasions in one shift. Bear in mind, this is a pretty big store and.. well trouble will brew if we got caught to say the least. He's kind of the 'manager' of our floor. Not a major manager, but he's very popular and trusted by the bosses. I initiated it, and we both knew how bad it was, but we carried it on throughout the day, making excuses to go to the back of the shop so we could.. you know. He initiated the kiss on the 2nd, 3rd and 4th time, things got heated to say the least. But the thing is, he's not just some random I kissed cause I was bored. I like him a lot a lot. I don't think he knows how much, he hasn't even told me he liked me, he hasn't texted me (when he said he would), I texted him. But anyway, we both made each other say we wouldn't tell anybody. I sure as hell don't want anybody to know, but in the same respect, I hate being in situation when I'm doing something wrong. Some days, I'm like, "wow gonna talk it through with him and he's gonna understand and we're gonna have fun without being so serious and everything will be perf" but now I'm thinking like "wow, who the hell kisses at work?" "what if someone found out?" "am I a slut" "I can't be a slut if I really like him, I wouldn't just kiss a random" "He doesn't text me, rude?" ... he wanted to see me but I said not until summer, but he's giving me a cold shoulder and now I want to ask if he wants to go out. The thing is, the way he wants to 'see me,' is perhaps only for his attraction to me. But I want to just do something fun with him, a nice time. But, yeah, I like kissing him. I'm so confused. | |||
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