| ok would someone tell when the pain of loosing someone goes away. i was in a relationship for 4 years with a younger woman and thought she was my world. during the 4 years we had taken a 3 month break and when we goback together thaought we were closer than ever then the begining of the 4 yr she ask about moving back to her home town 4 1/2 hrs away and i agreed i loved her so much i would follow her anywhere so for the fisrt 6 months she drove back and forth every other weekend while i stayed back taking care of the house and dogs when she found a place i pack the house and followed her then i started working on the road and i was gone for 3 weeks at a time i thought things were great everyday i couldnt wait to hear voice and tone in her voice i felt she felt the same we started making plans for the next year then a week before thanksgiving she said we were done and did this over the phone..i dont believe she every lie to me when she said there wa s no one else .. her word were i just want to be alone have my house and my dogs if i want to get laid i can but dont want to be in a relationship i love you and i am sorry to hurt i cant do this anymore =... it hurt bad tried to talk to her and fix thing but on xmas eve i got the last email from her once again she was sorry and that she was in a relationship with someone else and could not have contact with me anymore i totally lost it but i have not tried to contact her at all since then but here it is 3 + months and i still catch myself shedding tears over her and dont know if i can ever love that agan. SO ANY ADVICE WOULD HELP | 
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