Sorry if this is long I am venting...
Okay, so where do I begin, well we've been together going on 4years now, so much has gone wrong over the years, from me talking to an ex, to him trying to talk to other girls, I've tried to cheat out of spite of him talking to those girls, we've both laid hands on each other, gotten our daughter taken away because of it, despite it all we managed to get through it together with marriage counseling, things slowly started to get better then after marriage counseling was over it started to go down hill again, where we can't even be comfortable enough to even ask to hang out with friends in fear of the other persons reaction, can't really hold a conversation in fear of whether it will lead into an argument, for the last 4-5 months every week there has been an argument, I feel like I don't have his attention or interest anymore, I've tried leaving, but really have no where to go . I don't know what to do, I can't sleep at night stressing if one day I should just leav e or If he will throw me out. I love him he's a great dad and partner when he really wants to be. So any married or divorced couples out there that may have a say??
Okay, so where do I begin, well we've been together going on 4years now, so much has gone wrong over the years, from me talking to an ex, to him trying to talk to other girls, I've tried to cheat out of spite of him talking to those girls, we've both laid hands on each other, gotten our daughter taken away because of it, despite it all we managed to get through it together with marriage counseling, things slowly started to get better then after marriage counseling was over it started to go down hill again, where we can't even be comfortable enough to even ask to hang out with friends in fear of the other persons reaction, can't really hold a conversation in fear of whether it will lead into an argument, for the last 4-5 months every week there has been an argument, I feel like I don't have his attention or interest anymore, I've tried leaving, but really have no where to go . I don't know what to do, I can't sleep at night stressing if one day I should just leav e or If he will throw me out. I love him he's a great dad and partner when he really wants to be. So any married or divorced couples out there that may have a say??
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