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My partner of six years has met someone else a couple of months ago and has fallen head over heels in love. We had a decent relationship but over the last couple of years I have been pretty distant and not had a physical relationship hardly at all. It was like I was trying to deliberately sabotage the relationship as has been a pattern of mine.
Thing is we have a beautiful little boy whom we both adore and we do still get on as a family. However, has told me that she is going to pursue this other relation to see what happens and there is no doubt right now that she is thinking of leaving me.
Course in the oldest cliche in the world it has taken the reality of losing her to fully understand how lucky I was and I love her with all my heart and want to stay together and make her happy.
Right now we still live together but she says we are not together so again she is going away for two days with this other guy.
This is the third time she has gone away and the hours go by so slowly that it is almost unbearable. I almost don't know how to cope with this. I don't want to give up but she is so hopelessly smitten with this other guy that I barely exist.Anytime I try and say or do anything nice for her she gets mad that it is too late and that she doesn't believe it.
Does anybody have any advice as I am sinking into deep despair .

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