I don't know what it is, but I suppose it's the simple memory and reflection on the last 1.5 years of my life now that divorce is final.
Whilst I have a wonderful girlfriend, the innocence and fantasy associated with your first marriage and first true love simply isn't there and I dare say never will be again.
I desperately miss feeling safe, happy and content, an unending love for my partner. I don't think I will ever love someone the same. And that makes me desperately sad and quite depressed.
Yes, I'm sure things will get better, but I just can't imagine being truly accepting and appreciative of a life and love that does not have the same feel to it.
I don't know if I will ever be deeply happy again.
Whilst I have a wonderful girlfriend, the innocence and fantasy associated with your first marriage and first true love simply isn't there and I dare say never will be again.
I desperately miss feeling safe, happy and content, an unending love for my partner. I don't think I will ever love someone the same. And that makes me desperately sad and quite depressed.
Yes, I'm sure things will get better, but I just can't imagine being truly accepting and appreciative of a life and love that does not have the same feel to it.
I don't know if I will ever be deeply happy again.
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