My bf has gone cold again. I think it's because I'm not that into sex we have tried it but it hurt me and he was ok with it he just said we needed practice etc. Anyway I have lots of studying to do and last night he thought I was staying over at his. I said that next week would be more ideal as I'm quite busy but he seemed really down about it so I agreed to do some studying first then stay over at his then go in the morning. i went at around midnight (he isn't far away). Last night he touched me a bit when I was half asleep but I must have ignored him in some way as he went cold and didn't touch me all night, understandable as I didn't really return his affection maybe I should have. In the morning we hugged a bit but it didn't go any further. He said 'do you want to go'. I said 'I need to at some point' and he said 'come on then I'll walk you to the car'. He threw a packet of condoms on the bed and said 'I got these, they might never get used'. I was reading the back of the packet (dunno why lol Suppose I was just acting thick) He said 'they are just condoms, nothing special'. He put them back in his draw and we went out.
He was very abrupt/blunt and when I hugged him he just left his hands by his side in his pockets and said ok (he's never done that before he has always been very I to hugging). I said 'I'll go home get some work done' what you up to 'he said nothing and shook his head looking dissapointed. I said 'do you want me to text you later' he muttered 'not really no, it's up to you see what happens'. I got a text after that saying that he forgot he owed me some money for shopping but there was no kiss on it. I sent one back asking if he was ok but there's no reply.
I know I'm at fault for not being eager to have sex but does this mean he has finished with me, not returning the hug and being blunt/cold etc? Should I just not text him and see or should I text him later.
Im im rubbish with relationships :/
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