I have a crazy "somewhat normal" side which I can normally use with my friends at school and people I meet etc and then I have this messed up psychopathic side which I try not to express but sometimes things just come out. I want to find someone who finds it just as satisfying to see someone being slit with a knife whilst watching the blood drip out [http://ift.tt/1sOEriK] yet still wanting to screw the person sometimes. I want to find someone who finds it socially acceptable to sometimes slip out violent things such as "just push them off the chair so their head cracks open and they'll stop annoying me". I want to find someone who has a beautifully sadistic imagination. I'm not always like this but lately this side has becoming more dominant.
Or maybe its just me... :L Don't tell me to get help, already done that and I refuse to take pills cause they make me incapable of thinking for myself FULLY and make me feel like a zombie. Counselling is something I despise as well, its very patronising and I just hate it.
Psychopaths and sociopaths are not murders or rapists. Some murders and rapists are psychopaths and rapists but not all psychopaths and sociopaths are murders or rapists so QUIT GENERALISING AND BEING PREJUDICE.
DISCLAIMER: I do not think I am a psychopathic nor do I believe I am a sociopath so please stop treating/judging me and others as if we are one. Society gives us these labels and thats about it. The only diagnosis I have is Bipolar and we all know that Bipolar does not make you like anything I described above. I DO however believe I have psychopathic tendencies or a sociopathic side to me that would not be considered normal. HENCE making this thread trying to find others with this side as well.
Put the internet to work for you.
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