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I'm in Year 11 and only have 4/5 weeks left, I honestly can't wait until I leave because I hate every waking hour of school, but a month is still a long time to bear and I really need some help.
Basically I hate school because in two of my lessons there is this group of people who always says rude things about me, EVERY lesson without fail they gossip behind my back saying such rude things. Like 'oh look how stupid he looks', 'he's so gay/a pussy' or referring to something embarrassing that's happened to me so they can laugh about it like 'remember that time he did this what an idiot'.
They say it all the time and I always ignore it, as it's only 2/3 of them and I get along with everyone else in the class so I can somewhat bare it. But sometimes it really gets to me. I'm not someone who's good at forgetting about what people say about me. It just sticks with me and I'll spend the whole day upset about it, even weeks thinking about it. Once I was so close to just going up to my year manager and telling them about it in hope that would help - but one of my friends told me that they just want me to react to it and I should just try to hold it in a bit longer until we leave because that would just cause more conflict and more reason for them to hate me resulting in worse comments.
As I'm Year 11 it's unlikely anything would be done except a telling off which again would make things just worse. It'll do more harm than good I think but I don't want to suffer in silence. :( I don't want to confront anyone either, I just want to be left alone and don't want to have any fights.
I was thinking of going up to one of my subject teachers for one of the lessons they're in with me because I think that might be better because that teacher probably won't make such a deal about it and could probably advise me instead. I've not yet told them though because I'm still unsure if that's the right action to take. I feel like the teachers not going to believe me either.
I really don't know what to do and I need help, I've been spending the past 6/7 months of Year 11 every lesson hearing the comments and I don't think I can take it anymore.
I know people who use this site hence anonymous and why I referred to them as 'person'.
I'm in Year 11 and only have 4/5 weeks left, I honestly can't wait until I leave because I hate every waking hour of school, but a month is still a long time to bear and I really need some help.
Basically I hate school because in two of my lessons there is this group of people who always says rude things about me, EVERY lesson without fail they gossip behind my back saying such rude things. Like 'oh look how stupid he looks', 'he's so gay/a pussy' or referring to something embarrassing that's happened to me so they can laugh about it like 'remember that time he did this what an idiot'.
They say it all the time and I always ignore it, as it's only 2/3 of them and I get along with everyone else in the class so I can somewhat bare it. But sometimes it really gets to me. I'm not someone who's good at forgetting about what people say about me. It just sticks with me and I'll spend the whole day upset about it, even weeks thinking about it. Once I was so close to just going up to my year manager and telling them about it in hope that would help - but one of my friends told me that they just want me to react to it and I should just try to hold it in a bit longer until we leave because that would just cause more conflict and more reason for them to hate me resulting in worse comments.
As I'm Year 11 it's unlikely anything would be done except a telling off which again would make things just worse. It'll do more harm than good I think but I don't want to suffer in silence. :( I don't want to confront anyone either, I just want to be left alone and don't want to have any fights.
I was thinking of going up to one of my subject teachers for one of the lessons they're in with me because I think that might be better because that teacher probably won't make such a deal about it and could probably advise me instead. I've not yet told them though because I'm still unsure if that's the right action to take. I feel like the teachers not going to believe me either.
I really don't know what to do and I need help, I've been spending the past 6/7 months of Year 11 every lesson hearing the comments and I don't think I can take it anymore.
I know people who use this site hence anonymous and why I referred to them as 'person'.
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