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Married 4 months and already having thoughts of "did I make the right decision?"

First I want to say that I love my husband and he is an amazing man. We have been married since March of this year. I'll try to keep this short. We were re-introduced to each other in 2013 when a family friend thought we were a good match for each other, he lived in VA and I lived in FL. We started talking on the phone, then Skype and finally we met and there were sparks. We are complete opposites of each other, he is shy and introverted and I am a free spirit and really social. He is a GAMER!!!! and so are his friends. Well we dated a short time, I moved to VA after getting engaged and we married a year later, this March. Ok so here is the problem our fights mostly consist of the gaming. He likes to be home all the time, I have recently started a business from home so I don't really socialize much, the truth is here I still don't have a close circle of friends they are all back home in FL. SO I feel many times alone, I hate the feeling of knowing that I have a husband and I feel this incredible loneliness. I don't know what to do I have expressed my feelings more than once. It's Saturday we went out for breakfast and I am home at 8:00pm writing in a forum. I don't mind that he plays it's his way of de-stressing but I just feel that we don't do much together, I am BORED and sad. I feel like I shouldn't feel like this after only 4 months of marriage. Also in the intimacy department I don't crave intercourse because I don't really feel happy. I love him and want to save this but don't know what else to do. What should I do?

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