Hi,
basically me and my ex boyfriend have been split up for around a year and a half now and im still SO in love with him.. thinking about him 24/7, crying everyday etc :/ its not a case of him really wanting me back either cos hes just came out of a relationship he was in for a year :/
However i really struggle without him, and right now im having really bad urges about adding him back on snapchat, following him on instagram etc and i KNOW i shouldnt because it will only hurt me.. however i think part of me still thinks 'what if?' because everytime i had asked him 'are me and you never going to happen again?' he gives vague answers so im still left hanging as he doesnt like questions like that :/
anyway i need someone to talk me out of adding him back on things, as much as i want to i know i shouldnt.. like head V heart :(
when he was in a relationship he kind of cheated by using snapchat in a 'flirty' way with me but he was obviously only using me because he loves that attention from girls.. and he deleted me as soon as his friends saw my name to 'prove' we werent still talking...
i miss him SO much but know acting on it will only hurt me, please give me reasons not to?! :(
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