So im 24 and still a virgin. I literally have no courage to go up to a girl and ask for her name as I am afraid of women. I have mild social anxiety and it is only when women are around. I literally get panic attacks whenever i ser group of beautiful girls and women in public. It plays up often but i do my best to get out there, however speaking to women is forbidden for me.
I failed university due to being a beta with anxiety problems and never once approached a single woman. This is something that I will never, ever forgive myself for.
I would never admit this in public to my mates cos i'll just get laughed at as a pussy. I've asked girl out but i get stood up or the date doesn't lead anywhere. I am not at all afraid of men or large dogs in public but I am of women and girls. I am at a loss at what to do but I will be seeing a therapist soon as I have had as much as i can take of passing up good quality women.
In church today, the pastor was saying that we should go out and use our gifts to help people and not be lazy as we will be punished and cast out to weep and gnash our teeth. I fear this is what will happen to me; i'll be cast out out humanity for being a pathetic ******.
I work full time with women, have hobbies, meditate regularly and volunteer once a month at my local health park but i still feel like **** and afraid of people despite having exposed myself to all social situations. I get terrified when girls smile at me. I dont want them to see inside me as they'll know what a loser I am once they really see just how weak, inept and incompetent as a man and a human being I am.
I really don't wanna see an escort but it feels like that's what my life will consist of. Just an inept **** who will never deserve any love, sex or companionship from women.
Put the internet to work for you.
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