Hi all,
I recently broke up with my girlfriend and have been devastated ever since. It ended over something silly but I had no option she wouldnt change she kept restricting me. I needed space.
Since breaking up she went and slept with someone else as a rebound and its tore me apart. I feel so sick. I barely eat. Barely sleep. I know I shouldnt care she was single she can do what she likes. But she tells me she still loves me - still wants to be with me but not right now. She wants to grow. We had a 5 year age gap she 18 me 23.
I dunno why I feel so torn up afterall I wanted it. I ended it. I just wish I didn't. I want to get over it we arent in contact but I occassionally see pictures or tweets and it hurts. She seems so over it. And im sat here spiralling down into what seems a depression.
I feel ridiculously alone. Noone to talk to and shes off sleeping around going out and having fun. Why can I not just get over this and move on. Why must I always torment myself and overthink.
Bla noone cares anyway. Just wanted to write it down.
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