So yesterday i was asked to prom by this guy i am friends with. I didn't really want to go with him, it isn't because i don't like him or anything it is just that i wanted to go with my friends, plus i think he likes me and i don't want to lead him on has i really don't want to get into a relationship. He was really sweet giving me chocolates and everything and i felt really bad saying no to him, so i said yes! :(
He is really nice and everything, we have started talking quite recently an everything because we have mutual friends in school, but i really don't want to and i don't want to hurt is feelings either.. why did this have to happen to me?! and it is really weird because just about a month ago i was very much the romantic type wanting to get a boyfriend for prom, wanting to get chocolates etc, but since then stuff has changed and i feel really unsociable (not wanting to talk to anyone at all) i will even pretend to laugh at what my friends say but after a bit i just give up and stare into outer space ignoring everyone around me and am also feeling lonely down for some reason.. if i had the option to not go to prom i probably would rather just not go and stay at home, but i have got my stuff bought and my mum would make me go anyway, so yh life is sucking.
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