Thanks in advance for any light you can shed on this for me.
I'll try to be brief but this is a forty year story. We were married young and at that time we had an OK sexual relationship. We moved in with my sister and her husband and after a couple of months she was pregnant with our first son. She got on a bus and went back to her mother. I followed and we got an apt and had the baby together. Over the next few years our sex life was pretty bad but we managed to have two more babies. After the third my wife went to work and promptly had an affair with a co-worker, she denied it for a while but when caught she moved in with him until he wanted her to leave and she came home. She never apologized and refused to ever talk about it again. She wouldn't go to counseling. Sex more or less stopped at that point and except for a few times over the next couple of years that resulted in two more babies we were without any, Over the next thirty years she has had several affairs if you can call sex hook-ups, phone sex , cyber-sex etc affairs. Me? No sex in thirty years. She won't talk about it and if I become too insistent she just says really cruel things and tells me if I don't like it I should leave. I know at some level she is afraid I will leave but I don't want to die like this. Being sad and horny for thirty years is just no way to live.
I'll try to be brief but this is a forty year story. We were married young and at that time we had an OK sexual relationship. We moved in with my sister and her husband and after a couple of months she was pregnant with our first son. She got on a bus and went back to her mother. I followed and we got an apt and had the baby together. Over the next few years our sex life was pretty bad but we managed to have two more babies. After the third my wife went to work and promptly had an affair with a co-worker, she denied it for a while but when caught she moved in with him until he wanted her to leave and she came home. She never apologized and refused to ever talk about it again. She wouldn't go to counseling. Sex more or less stopped at that point and except for a few times over the next couple of years that resulted in two more babies we were without any, Over the next thirty years she has had several affairs if you can call sex hook-ups, phone sex , cyber-sex etc affairs. Me? No sex in thirty years. She won't talk about it and if I become too insistent she just says really cruel things and tells me if I don't like it I should leave. I know at some level she is afraid I will leave but I don't want to die like this. Being sad and horny for thirty years is just no way to live.
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