I love him so much, but he has so many mood swings. He's on some sort of medication for his liver or something.. he did have pneumonia, but they caught it in time. Any way.. he keeps bringing up my past. He won't talk to me, just.. ignores me, one words me.. then goes and tells his brother/friends on facebook so I can see him talking about my past ex's that he Asked! about. He calls me a whore because I did cheat on him once.. but it's because he was being an ass.. and my head was messed up, I want Dean to give me what my b/f couldn't.. I was depressed too, and drunk and Dean was there for me.
Few years later I proved to my b/f that I've changed, he began flirting with other women, I got depressed again with other emotions.. but I didn't leave, he said "You either back off? or you can f**k off. Be single." so I stayed :( and now he's bringing up Dean again because, Dean liked me from the start with us having a lot in common, he took me in when my b/f dumped me..
I slept with Dean a while after because I needed some comfort and stupid me thought sex was the answer.. now my b/f calls me a whore, even though I left Dean for him as my b/f said he'd change. And he did.. no more flirting etc.. but now Dean hates me, and he's not my friend any more.
We're not talking right now, me and my b/f.. because we argued again..
This is the conversation..
Me: .......I didn't lie and I'm not needy. YOU had no right to flirt.
b/f: Well surprise I did and it's not like I f**king slept with my friend is it? unlike you.. opening your legs for f**king Dean! - So think before you f**king speak you dirty f**king whore! - I don't want you. You're disgusting. So feel free to f**k whoever else.
Me: Wow... and if I flirted with someone? you do as you please. I aren't even allowed friends because you get jealous.. male/female. You have to have my centre of attention all the time!
B/f: Have a nice life.
Now once I'm done ignoring him? he'll be sorry, be alright, then he'll bring it all up again in a couple of weeks or a month. Won't even move on, but he expects me forget about his past. -_-
Put the internet to work for you.
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