I have to be honest with myself too with this. I have to admit, I am a promiscuous guy. I am 22 and I really like women, I am not attracted to older women (30+, even late 20's), I like younger girls/women from 17-23.
And yes, I don't want to look for serious relationships, I am interested in fun and sex.
I am dreading getting older, when my looks will fade most probably in my late 30's I will not be able to casually date the girls I am attracted to anymore. I am 23 next month and I hate the idea of getting older.
I know you will probably think "You just have not met the right one yet" or "You will change", but I honestly don't think I will. It is not about 'growing up' but more the type of personality I have.
It is also not the fact that I cannot hold good relationships with women older and in the same age group. I can do that just fine, but for me it is not fulfilling. I just don't feel that same raw feeling of wanting to dominate the girl sexually (if that makes sense).
I won't lie, I will probably use escorts when I get into my mid 30's, when the younger girls are not interested anymore. But, you know, I just feel like time is slipping by and I always compulsively try to get with as many girls as possible (I know, it is promiscuous) because I know I won't be able to when i get older.
Is this really more unacceptable to society than other modern accepted forms of relationship arrangements?
And yes, I don't want to look for serious relationships, I am interested in fun and sex.
I am dreading getting older, when my looks will fade most probably in my late 30's I will not be able to casually date the girls I am attracted to anymore. I am 23 next month and I hate the idea of getting older.
I know you will probably think "You just have not met the right one yet" or "You will change", but I honestly don't think I will. It is not about 'growing up' but more the type of personality I have.
It is also not the fact that I cannot hold good relationships with women older and in the same age group. I can do that just fine, but for me it is not fulfilling. I just don't feel that same raw feeling of wanting to dominate the girl sexually (if that makes sense).
I won't lie, I will probably use escorts when I get into my mid 30's, when the younger girls are not interested anymore. But, you know, I just feel like time is slipping by and I always compulsively try to get with as many girls as possible (I know, it is promiscuous) because I know I won't be able to when i get older.
Is this really more unacceptable to society than other modern accepted forms of relationship arrangements?
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