After nearly 7 months of being together he rang today andended it because of a 'lack of communication'
He said that he's never been so nice to a girl before, he really liked me andno-one but god knows how much he did but I just didn't understand what he wastrying to do/appreciate the things he did for me and that he liked me (I didbut I admit I could have vocalized my appreciation more) plus physically hefelt like he always had to ask and I wasn't being willing and so he can't do itanymore.
I just feel really empty, I didn't realize some of thethings that were making him feel unhappyL
I asked if he still wanted to talk but he said he'sexplained how he felt and that this would be the last time we talk.
I feel like I've not only lost 'us' but that I've lost a friend as well. And Ifeel sad because in the end he thought I just didn't care but thatcouldn't be further from the truth; I still have feelings forhim –he is the only guy I've ever been with and I feel like I opened up more than I do anyone elsewith the things I've shared with him:/ I'm just a person who finds it hard vocalizingmy feelings/worry about being a burden on people so I more wait for them tocontact me so I don't feel like I'm bothering them
I want to talk to him and tell him that as I don't want him looking backfeeling like I was just this emotionless person who never cared but then Idon't want to annoy him because he's said he doesn't want to talk so what do Ido?
Should I try to just move on? (how do you find thestrength to delete his messages/number –I just can't even think about it) Or givehim a bit of space and try to talk? Have any of you guys ever gotten back incontact with an ex again?
He said that he's never been so nice to a girl before, he really liked me andno-one but god knows how much he did but I just didn't understand what he wastrying to do/appreciate the things he did for me and that he liked me (I didbut I admit I could have vocalized my appreciation more) plus physically hefelt like he always had to ask and I wasn't being willing and so he can't do itanymore.
I just feel really empty, I didn't realize some of thethings that were making him feel unhappyL
I asked if he still wanted to talk but he said he'sexplained how he felt and that this would be the last time we talk.
I feel like I've not only lost 'us' but that I've lost a friend as well. And Ifeel sad because in the end he thought I just didn't care but thatcouldn't be further from the truth; I still have feelings forhim –he is the only guy I've ever been with and I feel like I opened up more than I do anyone elsewith the things I've shared with him:/ I'm just a person who finds it hard vocalizingmy feelings/worry about being a burden on people so I more wait for them tocontact me so I don't feel like I'm bothering them
I want to talk to him and tell him that as I don't want him looking backfeeling like I was just this emotionless person who never cared but then Idon't want to annoy him because he's said he doesn't want to talk so what do Ido?
Should I try to just move on? (how do you find thestrength to delete his messages/number –I just can't even think about it) Or givehim a bit of space and try to talk? Have any of you guys ever gotten back incontact with an ex again?
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