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A 30 year old

Hey guys,

I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about my feelings and so i come to you guys for help.

I'm 18 and some time ago i met a 30 year old guy.
We went through the normal dating stuff and before I knew it, we were quite involved.
I feel extremely conflicted. My emotions want him.. but my good judgement disagrees.

I can tell he lies to me and he has really moved too quickly in making out with me and I don't want to get too sexual with him because i am responsible.
but I oddly love being in his company.. he's funny and he's fun to hang out with.. i don't know anyone like him hence why i love hanging out with him.
I haven't spoken to him in a while (giving work as an excuse) but i can't stop having sexual fantasies about him (I hate myself for it) and my emotions are just playing with me.

He's also too mysterious.. i don't know if he has another girl in his life either.

How can i let my good judgement to override my emotions for him.

Thanks guys.

IFTTT

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