Just got rid of the kiddo and I am exhausted. The up and down rollercoaster of emotions are still there after three years of this crap but the good moments outweigh the bad. I hate to say it but I am just kind of numb to much of the holiday stuff. Just doesn't mean as much to me as it once did. Kind of sad and something that I know I am in partial control of because to be honest, it has nothing to do with the ex-wife anymore. But...Let's face it. Christmas and New Years, etc, are definitely a lot more fun when there is a special person in our lives. Saying I don't miss having someone at this time of the year is a lie.
So...Tomorrow morning I will be waking up before the sun comes up and driving back to my folks to work all day. Figure I have two options. Sit in my sh!tty little apartment and drive myself crazy and waste the day away or kick on the power tools and turn on the radio and freeze my butt off in a garage with no heat putting in a ceiling for my dad. Side benefit to that is I get to make some cash and give it to the credit card companies at the end of the month. Life is grand! :lol:
I'm cautiously optimistic about the new year. Hopeful that I can achieve a couple of major goals, including paying off the last of the credit card, buying a house, and maybe, just maybe, find some lucky lady to share a bit of free time with. Damn, that would be nice. It's been WAY too long.
Anyway, hope you TAM folks have a great Christmas tomorrow.
So...Tomorrow morning I will be waking up before the sun comes up and driving back to my folks to work all day. Figure I have two options. Sit in my sh!tty little apartment and drive myself crazy and waste the day away or kick on the power tools and turn on the radio and freeze my butt off in a garage with no heat putting in a ceiling for my dad. Side benefit to that is I get to make some cash and give it to the credit card companies at the end of the month. Life is grand! :lol:
I'm cautiously optimistic about the new year. Hopeful that I can achieve a couple of major goals, including paying off the last of the credit card, buying a house, and maybe, just maybe, find some lucky lady to share a bit of free time with. Damn, that would be nice. It's been WAY too long.
Anyway, hope you TAM folks have a great Christmas tomorrow.
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