I get treated like a girl and my family give me girly presents which make me feel out of step with who they think I am. My very close feminine friends suggest make-up items, hair-styling and try to get me to dress up with heels. Parties are the worst because most girls wear frilly dresses and I wear my fitted suit and a large man-style watch. I have to bind my chest on a daily basis with a specially made binder, I never leave without wearing one. I look every inch the girl with a good figure and curves without my bulky clothes, but I know that I think like boys do and I understand the way boys think much clearer than girl psy. Consequently, I am competitive with boys and leave girls out of the rivalry equation. I feel that my presentation as a female is deceptive to everyone, I can't take hormone therapy to be a male be'cuz I would still look identifiably feminine, so I'm trapped in my body as the wrong gender for the rest of my life. Does anyone else fee l like they should have been on the other side of the gender barrier and do not have the hope of taking surgery or T-therapy to complete the transition?
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