I'm in dire need of some help and advice, I have no one else to turn to because because it seems my close friends and family don't understand what I'm going through. I'll try and make it as short as possible.
I've known this French girl who lives in Paris for 3,5 years now. We met in 2010, during the summer, through her cousin who so happens to be my childhood friend. It seems as soon as we set eyes on each other sparks have been flying.
Unfortunately during the first summer we met we were in our respective relationships (both of 1 year). We decided it would be safe not do anything - we ended up kissing by "whim" (so she said), nothing more.
A year goes on and I didn't contact her. During the 2nd summer I could feel my emotions for her increase my ten fold, but I was holding myself back because I was still in a couple with my ex.
A further year goes on, and every thing changed. I broke up with my 3 year ex and went on my gap year trip. During my trip I get a message from the French girl I will now call M. M asks me to come to Paris to be her Prom date. I say yes and we have a fantastic time.
I come home to University and meet this other girl, date for a month and she calls it off. M finds out about it and tells "When I first found out you were dating another girl I was really hurt. I've been waiting for you all along".
I was heart broken by what she said, because M always used to tell me she wasn't ready to take a risk at Long Distance. But what was she "waiting" for?!
I love her, I want to be with her and I'm capable of doing anything for us to be finally together.
I've told her I love her during my visit (Prom) ... I took her hands, looked at her and told her ... and she said she "loves" me too.
I've known this French girl who lives in Paris for 3,5 years now. We met in 2010, during the summer, through her cousin who so happens to be my childhood friend. It seems as soon as we set eyes on each other sparks have been flying.
Unfortunately during the first summer we met we were in our respective relationships (both of 1 year). We decided it would be safe not do anything - we ended up kissing by "whim" (so she said), nothing more.
A year goes on and I didn't contact her. During the 2nd summer I could feel my emotions for her increase my ten fold, but I was holding myself back because I was still in a couple with my ex.
A further year goes on, and every thing changed. I broke up with my 3 year ex and went on my gap year trip. During my trip I get a message from the French girl I will now call M. M asks me to come to Paris to be her Prom date. I say yes and we have a fantastic time.
I come home to University and meet this other girl, date for a month and she calls it off. M finds out about it and tells "When I first found out you were dating another girl I was really hurt. I've been waiting for you all along".
I was heart broken by what she said, because M always used to tell me she wasn't ready to take a risk at Long Distance. But what was she "waiting" for?!
I love her, I want to be with her and I'm capable of doing anything for us to be finally together.
I've told her I love her during my visit (Prom) ... I took her hands, looked at her and told her ... and she said she "loves" me too.
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