Hi.
So I did a really stupid thing today (but at the same time, it was amazing). I met this guy at a social gathering who was new to the area last night, and though we didn't get a lot of talking time in there, we went home swapping Facebooks.
I ended up adding him when I got home, and he was on pretty soon after I added him. it wasn't long before we were getting on like a house on fire, and he suggested meeting up for coffee today, and maybe me showing him around a bit. So I took his number, and we agreed to text the next day, and I went to bed.
This morning the weather was really bad, obviously, so I text him to pick me up and we went for a coffee. The whole time we were flirting, he seemed interested, and we were laughing and joking around, it was amazingly comfortable and we were so in tune. (Plus he's one of those to-die-for kind of guys who I can never imagine getting with in a million years because he's so out of my league) Unfortunately he dropped the bomb that though he was single he wasn't looking for a relationship so I guess I kind of deflated at that a bit, but figured, he's a great guy, nice friend, see how it goes?
Anyway, we ended up driving back to his place because the weather was terrifying and there was no point showing him round. What happened there though went beyond anything I would have believed. Though we'd discussed at length the fact he is not into having a relationship (and because he travels ALOT), we still ended up kissing (he initiated it, or maybe we both did) but it happened, and then things started to get a little more passionate and one thing led to another.... you know the rest.
After that, things weren't too awkward, he said I could stick around for a bit, so I did, we played a game together, and then he took me home. When I got home, cue the usual paranoia about not being spoken to ever again and somesuch, but he spoke to me on FB for a bit this evening, so it wasn't too bad.
The problem is now I can't get him out of my head, and I'm so infatuated with him, he's just .... my ideal man in reality, when I look at it in every way. He looks amazing, he's lovely, he's caring, and funny and I just seriously wish he wasn't against the idea of a relationship.
What do I do? Do I just try and forget? How do I try and forget? Do I stay in touch and see if it'll go anywhere? We're staying friends anyway (I intend to, hopefully he does) which I'm cool with, but is there an easy way of just letting go?
So I did a really stupid thing today (but at the same time, it was amazing). I met this guy at a social gathering who was new to the area last night, and though we didn't get a lot of talking time in there, we went home swapping Facebooks.
I ended up adding him when I got home, and he was on pretty soon after I added him. it wasn't long before we were getting on like a house on fire, and he suggested meeting up for coffee today, and maybe me showing him around a bit. So I took his number, and we agreed to text the next day, and I went to bed.
This morning the weather was really bad, obviously, so I text him to pick me up and we went for a coffee. The whole time we were flirting, he seemed interested, and we were laughing and joking around, it was amazingly comfortable and we were so in tune. (Plus he's one of those to-die-for kind of guys who I can never imagine getting with in a million years because he's so out of my league) Unfortunately he dropped the bomb that though he was single he wasn't looking for a relationship so I guess I kind of deflated at that a bit, but figured, he's a great guy, nice friend, see how it goes?
Anyway, we ended up driving back to his place because the weather was terrifying and there was no point showing him round. What happened there though went beyond anything I would have believed. Though we'd discussed at length the fact he is not into having a relationship (and because he travels ALOT), we still ended up kissing (he initiated it, or maybe we both did) but it happened, and then things started to get a little more passionate and one thing led to another.... you know the rest.
After that, things weren't too awkward, he said I could stick around for a bit, so I did, we played a game together, and then he took me home. When I got home, cue the usual paranoia about not being spoken to ever again and somesuch, but he spoke to me on FB for a bit this evening, so it wasn't too bad.
The problem is now I can't get him out of my head, and I'm so infatuated with him, he's just .... my ideal man in reality, when I look at it in every way. He looks amazing, he's lovely, he's caring, and funny and I just seriously wish he wasn't against the idea of a relationship.
What do I do? Do I just try and forget? How do I try and forget? Do I stay in touch and see if it'll go anywhere? We're staying friends anyway (I intend to, hopefully he does) which I'm cool with, but is there an easy way of just letting go?
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