| Hi guys, Basically like the title says I'm in a right mess. I don't know why I am telling fellow tsrians but I'd like the advice. Okay so I am 17 and I am unsure of what girl to be with. Prior warning this will get long and complicated. So to make things short, I'll shorten then names to the first letter. N=me B=Gf S=Gf?(second) I have been in a long term relationship with B for quite some time now. It's been about 5 years. So things were going great between me and B. Like really good, but she kind of drifted from me. We hadn't broke up but we kind of kept our distance between eachother. And so I had been hanging out with S more. FYI I have been best friends with B and S for most of my life (probably since 8-9) which kind of makes everything awkward. Another thing is both are really pretty/hot and as I was getting older this became kind of difficult - to maintain a friendship with such good friends where you fancy both of them.So I used to be just really good friends with them both, but things changed. Now I'm not even entirely sure who my first crush was but I think it was S, but at the time I also had deep feelings for B. So anyway whilst being in a relationship with B, I was at S's house one night (her parents weren't in) and we had sex. I know I will get ranted at by most of TSR for being unfaithful etc. but it just kind of happened. Anyway that was my first time with S and she told me it was hers too. Anyway the sex was bad and kind of hurt but that doesnt really matter. So after this whilst being in a relationship with B -I basically had sex with her best friend,(dont know if I made this clear but they are best friends and have been longer than I have been with them). Now I had decided to forget about this and so did S until later... So everything was normal for about a week except I was lying to B and so was S. Anyway she had talked about us losing her virginity (don't know if I spelled that right) to me since she was 16 so about a year. Anyway her parents and brother were out to some football game or something I can't remember and she invited me to her house. I was still in a relationship with her at this point. And as you can imagine I don't think she invited me over to her house to make plans etc. Basically she said to me that she was sorry for drifting from me and she said it was because she was stressed with her parents, school work etc. Which made me feel like a massive dic\>. And to make this more uncomfortable she was telling me this in her room. I have been in there many times before but this time was different. Anyway, I didn't mention this but it was her birthday. So I had got her earrings, necklace and bracelet because it was her 17th. Now in her room she had lit candles and the room had a nice aroma to it etc. then she told me that she wanted to lose her virginity now to me and she was assuming that I was still a virgin at this point (not true as I had lost it to S, the week before). Anyway, she is beautiful w/o makeup but she had makeup in at this point etc but thats irrelevant. Anyway this time B was more radiant this time, if you know what I mean. Anyway she'd pushed me onto her bed and was whispering I love you, that kind of thing. Now just gunna give a warning that things here get a bit explicit here. Anyway she took her clothes off and she was taking my clothes off and J was getting very uneasy. As I was lying to here. So she started kissing me softly and before I know it she wasn't wearing any clothes and I was just in my boxers. And then I got an erection... After this she was getting really into it. Then she started taking my boxers off before I stopped her. I know guys will say, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? but I couldn't proceed. Anyway just before we were going to do it, I told her the truth about having sex with S etc. Now if this wasn't awkward enough - telling my Gf that I had sex + lost my virginity to her best friend and one of my best friends. I was saying this almost naked and she wasn't wearing anything. Then after I told her, she slapped me in the face and told me to get out and leave her alone. So I put my clothes on and left. She was crying and very upset, making it worse it was on her birthday as well. But seeing as I had cheated on her I didn't want to have sex with her whilst lying. So she broke up with me on that day and Ngl if you have had a more awkward breakup where you almost naked and erect... And your partner is in a birthday suit lol the. Please let me know. Anyway after that I had kept my distance from her whilst calling her to apologise etc. but I began to get more close to S. not relationship but I wonder if it could be. So anyway after things with me and B had cooled down for a bit she was so p1ssed with S. even though it was my fault she just kind of ignored me. But she really hated S and despite what we did (me and S) get and B had been friends for yonks. So after this she told me that she still wanted to be my Gf as long as I wouldn't talk to S anymore. So although I was apprehensive, I agreed. Now S has been my friend for sooooo long and she is so pretty too but I felt that I owed it to B to do this for her. Anyway this is getting long so I'll fast forward. A week later I had sex with B and it was great. I mean I know everyone says first time is awkward and horrible etc. but having sex with B was amazing. Anyway that's one thing so as you can see if You read down to here that here is my question. I still have feelings for S and despite getting back with B etc and having sex with her, I'm not sure if I want to be with her and be with S instead. As well as this I feel bad for S as B has taken me back and not her if you see what I mean. So should I stay with B or go out with S... TLDR - don't be best friends with two hot girls. It messes you around seriously. Soz for grammar + spelling. It's late and I'm tired. | |||
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